Patrick Joseph Connors

a life so full of beauty
a life so full of hope
taken from my hands
now nothing left to hold
in my heart there is a hole
impossible to fill
still looking for the answers
and needing all your will
taken to a place
too far for me to travel
i would glady walk a million miles
barefoot upon the gravel
just to see your face again
just to hold your hand
just to know that you're okay
and to try to understand
the reason why, i may never know
a lesson today is letting go
ill take with me the memories
of a life that was so bright
i will look into the heavens
and see your shinning light
knowing that someday
we will be together again
taking your love with me
will keep me strong until the end

Charlotte Braker (Cousin) March 23, 2009

RIP PA X

Hi Pa,
What Abigayle just said about when we used to lie to eachothers parents to stay out later made me and cry but also smile cos it bought it all back all the things we used to do together!!
Your were unique very cheeky and charming in your own little way
Miss you more everyday
Love you
Mel
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Melanie Holman (Close Friend) March 7, 2009

I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WORDS CANT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH XXXX

pa you are the greeasest you are the best and i dont care what any one says i love you and always will and i just want you to no that if i could do anything just to have you running around with that big smile on your face again then i would do it x dont get me wrong you use to have your bad times but no matter what wheather its now or later i will love you the same you mean the world to me x x x x x i will never forget you and those little moments we had the giggles and laughs we had oh the funny storys that i can remember of you , me , charlene and mel i will always cherish them things x x rip pa i love you more today then yestoday but less today than tomorrow x x x x and you no that a day could possibly not pass by without me thinking of all the jokes times ha ha
x x and them little secerts and i remember my mum saying ab in at like 10pm and you and charlene would sit there begin my mum just to let me have longer she said what time you gotta go in you two use too say 12pm then your mum use too say in then you and charlene would go but abigayle has just got till 12pm and when we played the shoe game where you hide the shoes in the bush x x x x no one no's how much i miss you and love you x x x x x love you R.I.P lil pa x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x im thinking of pa 24 / 7 love you and miss you like hell x x x x x x x

Abigayle Holman (Close Friend) March 5, 2009

LOVE YOU PA X

hi pa just learnt how to use this new one love you il write more often words cant explain how much i miss you the pictures your family gave to me i cherish that i still have them left its not as good as haveing you around but it will have to make do xxx r.i.p pa and i will never stop loving you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Abigayle Holman (Close Friend) February 28, 2009

Miss You Loads
R.I.P Pa
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Melanie Holman (Close Friend) February 19, 2009

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

Hi Pa,
Happy Valentines Day!!
Miss U Loads
Love Mel
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Melanie Holman (Close Friend) February 15, 2009

MY GAURDIAN ANGEL BROTHER PA !!!!

TO PA , MY BROTHER AND BESTFRIEND

YOU WERE NOT ONLY MY BROTHER YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO BE HERE ALWAYS OR AT LEAST TILL THE WORLD CAME TO AN END
JUST ALWAYS KNOW THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME!

IF ROSES COULD GROW IN HEAVEN GOD PICK A BUNCH FOR ME.
PLACE THEM IN MY BIG BROTHERS ARMS AND TELL HIM THERE FROM ME.
TELL HIM DAT I LOVE HIM AND WHEN HE TURNS TO SMILE,
PLACE A KISS UPON HIS LIPS AND HOLD HIM FOR A WHILE .
REMEMBERINIG HIM IS EASY I DO IT EVERY DAY.
JUST TELL MY BROTHER THERE IS AN ACHE WITHIN HIS
SISTER CHARLENE'S HEART THAT WILL NEVER
EVER GO AWAY.

I'll LOVE.RESPECT,AND MOURN FOR YOU
THE REST OF MY LIFE.

YOU NEVER SAID YOU WERE LEAVING ME PA.
YOU NEVER EVEN SAID GOODBYE.
YOU WERE GONE BEFORE I KNEW IT AND ONLY GOD KNEW
WHY.

IN LIFE I LOVED YOU DEARLY IN DEATH
I LOVE YOU STILL.
IN MY HEART YOU HOLD A PLACE NO ONE ELSE
CAN EVER FILL.

PA I WISH U WAS ERE NOW
I MISS U SO MUCH
I LOVE U SO MUCH

LOVE UR BROKEN HEARTED
SISTER CHARLENE

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Charlene Connors (Sister) February 8, 2009

MISS U SO MUCH

Hi pa ive been thinking about u alot lately ur mum, sisters and brothers come down the other day and i think since seeing them i have been thinking about u alot its weird when there all there and u should be there 2 and i no u are there watching us and probably taking the piss out of my mum as she was drunk lol u should be so proud of ur bros and sisters there all so beautiful your in them all especially jimmy-john he is the spitting image of you and he reminds me of u alot anyway pa im gonna go ive wrote u a letter and i will be bringing it up 2 you as soon as i can love you loads R.I.P angel xxxxxx xxxxxxx
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Melanie Holman (Close Friend) February 6, 2009

Our Mouse We Love You xxxxxxxxx

LOOK OUT LORD FOR AN ANGLE,AN ANGLE WITH A SMILE,THAT ANGLE IS PA CONNORS AND HE WILL STAND OUT A MILE .PUT YOUR ARMS AROUND HIM LORD AND KISS HIS SMILLING FACE AND TELL HIM HE WAS VERY PRECIOUS TO EVERYONE AND CANNOT BE REPLACED GOODNIGHT,GODBLESS.LOVE YOU ALWAYSXXXXXXXmummy and daddyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Charlene Connors (Sister) February 2, 2009

miss u pa

Forever Friends

you'r my friend and that is true,
but the gift was taken from me and you.
we went through moments that were good and bad,
even moments that were happy and sad.
you suported me when i was in tears,
we stuck together when we were in fear,
its really sad that it has to be this way,
but it has reached its very last day.
miles away cant keep us apart,
'cause you'll always and forever be in my heart.

Melanie Holman (Close Friend) January 30, 2009